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03 October 2008 @ 06:44 am
Finally i can go on lj probably for a few days .__. So i'll use to this chance to ramble about my latest obsession .___. i really want to try playing a bass but i'm afraid that i might give up in the end x_x then it would be a waste of a beautiful instrument.
27 August 2008 @ 05:32 am
For the first time in 15 years my brother is actually polite enough to talk me in a civilized manner o.0. It's utterly creepy. It's like seeing Saga-chan in a dress... wait no...that's a good thing. Well it must be a bad omen for telling my bad luck... Y.Y -cries-
Current Mood: shockedshocked
12 July 2008 @ 03:27 pm

The time is ticking closer and closer to towards the time i'm leaving for china and live there for 1-2 years... sighs x__x i seriously dont want to go but... parents orders are something i cant defy =x=

30 June 2008 @ 09:15 pm

description: Saga's is wondering if there's a such thing as the right man, up until all the men that he met are vile pigs that he does'nt want to see or do anything them again. One day Tora came. Saga's wonder if he's the right one.
author: Miki_senpai
pairing: ToraxSaga
notes: no i don't own alice nine, there just stuck in my closet, and yes i have very bad grammar. feel free to point it out. criticisms are welcome. Please enjoy this worthless art of shame, my horrible one shot.

On a Sunday, the lonely day… he sat against the window sill crying and thinking to himself when will his salvation come.. Or is this god’s punishment for him in his the past life. Looking through a broken glassed window, he thought, he saw his savior. His prince charming on his white horse riding with full speed, charging to save him. But as he got closer, the more he looked like a toad. he picks the toad up, and gives a dainty kiss, hoping that the toad will turn into a prince, but instead the toad turned into a nasty, god knows what creature. He put the prince down in disgust. Ten hundred look alike prince charming came and try to rescue him but every time they turn into something else. Will a prince charming on his white horse, will be charging at full speed to save him? Probably never. Since all the men or prince charming has failed, proving the male species, will never bring him happiness. But only despair. One day a young boy, came walking towards his imprisonment. The closer he got the more charming he became, the fair boy that was trapped called out and ask for his name. “What is your name?” The boy replied with a cocky arrogant smile. “Tora, my fair Saga.” Saga returned a smile. And thinking wishfully to himself. “Maybe, he is the one,…” 

the rest i will leave it up to your imagination.

Current Location: my cloest
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: goodnight-marron 5
13 June 2008 @ 11:29 pm

I love how life can be so ironic...and how red and swollen my eyes are due to him...  i love how my heart is still breaking into tiny little pieces...

Current Mood: depresseddepressed
22 May 2008 @ 11:56 pm
MARCH: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions
22 May 2008 @ 04:21 pm
 1. Your favorite fandom?

Any xD ranges from alice nine to gazette to other fanfiction goodies <3
2. Your favorite pairing(s)? Why?

any pairing for alice nine, gazette its aoi and reita, ruki uruha,kai and nao

3. Pairing(s) you hate the most? Why?
None so far o.o
4. First fic ever?
that was back in 7th and i deleted it x3

5. Genre(s) suit you the most?
Friends says i have a angasty issue... <.<;; which is true... i think...

6. Numbers of your fics when you do this meme?
so far none.xD

7. Your favorite author(s)? Why?
alot, top is Soymilkrag,Tokkido (sp?), pinkxhairtie, and fishie

8. Ever thought your own fics are good?
9. Ever received critics for your fics? Did that affect you?

yea, bad grammer xD and to angasty

10. Are you famous amongst the other authors?
14 May 2008 @ 04:53 pm

I need to watch, what i say from now. x.x today i almost told my english to go fck himself. He started making a fuss cause i was listening to my ipod and i didnt have a book to read nor did i have anything else to do. Then he started being unreasonable. yes, I know its my fault but he shouldent start getting pissed cause i didnt have other hw and nothing else to do. I finish all of his stuipd essays  and hw. does he expects me to sit there and count how many strands of hair he has on his lil bald head? oh great now people going to go "omfg look at her. she's so stuipd" sighs.. i hate highschool and those bitchy people that doesnt have anything else better to do then gossip.

Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
11 May 2008 @ 09:03 pm
1) Name?

2) Male/female?

3) Were you named after anyone?
ahahaha no

4) Does your name mean anything?
xD Eccentric crazy person right here!

5) Nickname(s)?
midget =_="' loser and etc from my oh so nice senpai

6) What do you think you look like?
.___. a very short person xD

7) Date of birth?
March 12 xD

8) Place of birth and current location?
Taipei or was it Taoyuan... hmm i dont remember xD, Taiwan. I currently live in America.

9) Nationality?

10) Astrology sign?

11) Chinese astrology sign?

12) Religion?
Alice nine ahahah jk xD buddhist

13) What’s your favorite smell?
something that doesnt make my stomach churn

14) Political position?
somebody who isnt a dicator

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
something warm xD
16) Hair + eye color?
raven black T.T AND NO I DID NOT DYE IT T.T and my eyes are really dark brown xD

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
my good ol buddie eggu says i look like uruha(gazette) T.T
18) What do you look like?
short xD
19) Any unusual talents?
hmm i dont think so?

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
- Righty.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
- Straight.

22) What do you do for a living?
a student ahaha...

23) What do you do for fun?
- I love listening to music be crazy and etc xD

24) Materials to work with?
- IMAGINATION. and more xDD

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?

26) Have you met your grandparents?
- Yes.

27) Boyfriend/girlfriend?

28) Crush?
a one sided one xD

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
- *evil grin* hehe lemme think a jrocker! probably shou .__.;;

30) Current worries?
alot D:

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
-people that ish nice and awsomexD

34) Do you burn or tan?
-hmmm a lil tan yesh i dont mind

35) Ever break a bone?

36) What is your favorite cereal?
Apple jacks xD
37) Person you cry with?
myself D:

38) Any sisters?
Nope xD

39) Any brothers?
yeshh he's EVIL

40) Any pets?
Two dogs: Booboo, and sunny

41) An illness?
yesh xD i tend to get sick very easily

42) A pager?
43) A personal phone line?
there's no privacy in my house
44) A cell phone?

45) A visible birthmark?

46) A pool or hot tub?
hmmm both xDDD
47) A car?
no. if i did o.o everybody run!
48) Personality?
kinda scary at times and random. but ppl say im to nice fer my own good <.<;;

49) Driving?
i failed so many times that they say xD come back in ur next life and try again

50) Your clothing style?
anything comfy xD or visual kei xD
51) Room?
 kinda big
52) What’s missing?
my happyiness XD

53) School?
54) Bed?
twin xD

55) Relationship with your parents?
a lil bit on the rocky side

56) Do you believe in yourself?
nope xD yes i suffer from lack of self esteeem
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
ahaha no lust yeshh xD

58) Consider yourself a good listener?
i guess?

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
a musican xD

60) Get along with your parents?
well if they stay out of my privacy then yup

61) Save your e-mail conversations?
sometimes xD

62) Pray?
not unless im really desperate end of the world desperate then yesh xD

63) Believe in reincarnation?
i guess...
64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
of course
65) Like to talk on the phone?
nyuuu to awakard aim better xD

66) Like to eat?
67) Like to exercise?
sure xD

68) Like to watch sports?
no it makes me depressed and jealous xD how i get my ass kicked everytime we play a sport in pe and how i let the team down...
69) Sing in the car?
xD sometimes

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
more like fantasysxD
71) Dream in color?
RAINBOW AHAHAHAH... i dont no >x<
72) Do you have nightmares?
yup DX and some are scarrrrrrrrryyy
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
74) What’s right next to you?
my mom on the phone D:

75) What’s on your favorite mug?
the cute lil comfy coffee mug

76) What’s on your mouse pad?
a snail? from ms
77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
any i guess

78) Your brand of deodorant?

79) Your dream honeymoon spot?.
 xD alll over the place in my lil fantasy .__.;; yes my fantasys scares me
80) Your dream husband/wife?.
T.T If i name them all its not gonna fit xD

81) What’s hiding in your closet?
Im "hiding" SAGA ahahahah xDDDD
82) Under your bed?
Beds  since my brother is to lazy to store it under his bed =3=
83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?
there's alot.....

.84) Your bad time of the day?
the moment somebody wakes me up
85) Your worst fear(s)?
OHOOHOHOHOOH loosing everybody D:

86) What’s the weather like?
A lil cold xD

87) Your favorite time of year?
summer xD
88) Your favorite holiday?

89) A material weakness?
like soymilkrag i obessess with anything tats new xD in my house
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like?

stinky tofu .___.;;

91) At the top of your “to do list?”
.___.;; tell teh person i like that i like before i have to move D: (Not postive yet)

92) The hardest thing about growing up?
pretty much everything xD
93) A pet peeve?
the sound of somebody shuffling cards 24/7 or something that is unpleasnt xD like PEOPLE SCREWING DX GET SOUND PROOF WALLS DX I DONT WANT TO HEAR UR MOANING NOISES

94) Your scariest moment?
getting a shot xD
95) Your attitude about love?
its gay.. there's happy and bad times xD
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you’ve done?
hmm xD there's alot
97) The worst feeling in the world?
for me, is finding out your parents are be selfish and dragging u away from ur friend, half away across the globe so they can fix there marriage problems
98) The best feeling in the world?
being happy
99) Who sent this to you?
nobody xD

100) People to send this to?
nobody D:
07 May 2008 @ 07:40 pm
I had my chance, but i gave it away. now the only thing is on my face instead of a smile but tears. tears of regrets, tears of  a broken heart..? never i had cried a river of tears for a guy. he's the first.. i want to run away, for rest of the school year. since he wont be here next year... 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed